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❤Monday, June 21, 2010

I know I have been deserting my blog recently!
Uber lazy to update it! Been busy w school, outings n partying!

First week of school has ended! & Second week just started.
I'm still in the party mood & have been partying every weekend!
Last friday, headed down to Ratchada for drinks w ahqiang n co!
& Sat headed down to Powerhouse w Ken, Junyao, Chenghao, Nanling, Dallas, Apple & Peter!
Meet many of Peter's friends n surprisingly I knew quite a few of them!
Didn't dance at all! Learn tecktonik from Peter & his friend, Derrick!
Kudos to the both of them for the wonderful night & Mcd breakfast before heading home!

Picture taken w sweets @ Ratchada the other night 2 weeks ago!

I seriously need a hair cut soon! Peiwei says he wanna cut my hair but WHENNNNN? I can't stand my hair lah! I need to get it snap soon! N also get a change of colour too!!!

You made me fall hard for you, you knew how to piss me off n make my day like no other! you knew the simplest way to make me happy till I really can fly! I love you like no other, and I don't know why! You will never have the time for me yet I still fell for it! You confessed but you didn't know if your feelings were true and for real or not and you couldn't accept me for who I am, you couldn't accept my flaws! I was really happy but I knew it wasn't for long! And there it was 5 mins of happiness crushed to dust!

10:12 AM.

❤Thursday, May 27, 2010

Breathless by Shayne West!

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

The moment you left me standing for all the wrong things I've done.
I really wanted you back but then I thought again!
Are you even happy when you're with me?
Are you even really in love with me?
Or are you playing this love game with me just to satisfy my pleasure?

I really do not know what to do.
I'm afraid of failure!
I do not wanna fail!

This time you showed me a different side of you.
I never expected for you to turn out like this.
Although it really made me want you even more!
But I do not want to hurt you anymore.

I know the things I've done to you was too much!
I shouldn't have flared up and leashed everything out at you!
I wanna make it up to you but its all too late now.
I don't know how to ask for one more chance.
I don't know how to tell you how remorseful I feel right now.

In my heart you're the most impt person ever but in my head its reasoning w the things I've done towards you.
There's so many things I wanna say to you there's so many things which I wanna change for you.
But now you left w/o a word. I miss you so much.
I want to tell you I need you, I want you back.
But I don't have the courage to do so.

11:01 AM.

❤Friday, May 14, 2010

{Where have you been? I miss you so!}
Think you're lost already :(

It's been weeks since I've blogged. Tons of things happened & guess what! Holidays are coming soon. It'll be the time to hit the clubs all over again! Maybe I'll be giving wavehouse a miss cause darling boy is in Bali. But maybe I'll be going with Sissy instead. Sigh!!! Tons of idk popping up right now. How?

Going back to school, test are coming! Monday, immunology test. Die needa study and revise already! Baby is having his first test today. Good luck darling:D

This was taken during lab last week w classmates & my new berry:D

Shall stop here! edit it later:D

1:31 PM.

❤Saturday, May 01, 2010

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5:16 PM.

❤Wednesday, April 28, 2010

It's been a week since I've blogged & Well, I'm back as promise with pictures but it was taken with my sucky phone & not cam. Pictures uploaded will only be from the Zouk outing with Pam, Cheng Hao, Ken and Jun Yao! There are other pics too but I have yet to transfer them from cam.

Before I spam pictures. I have to say I enjoyed ytd's outing with Pam & Dallas @ town. We had xinwang & I got my membership card too & since it's still april I was given a gift from Xinwang, A cup/bowl and Pam & I took a few pics with it too. Pam did a lil shopping & we took Neos before parting too. Laugh tons about everything, anything and nothing. It seems like when the 3 of us get together we tend to laugh non-stop about everything, anything and nothing. & we took tons of pics too I think. I knew we took quite a fair bit from everyone's phone.

& Now!!!
Pictures taken @ Zouk!

{Ken&I}

{Cheng Hao&I}

{Jun Yao&I}

{Pamela&I}

{From right; Jun Yao, Pam & I}

{Cheng Hao, me, Pam & Ken}

{Failed shot from Jun Yao! }

{From right; Ken, Pam & I}
That night wasn't really that awesome cause all of us we dead bored @ Zouk.
All of us except for Ken hates house music. & we couldn't get high even with the help of the alcohol.
Note to self: Never ever head to Zouk on a Saturday night cause it's house music all night long!!!

Left zouk @ 3AM! & we headed to have prata! Lastly, we had an impromptu drinking session near R's place. He brought down his Barcardi and Martell for us and we drank till like what 6.30!? And we all parted. Called Ace to fetch me home. & comaaaaaaa straight away.

It's a school week again & tmr's communication lesson. Yay! Love it. Would probably be able to go smoke with XiangYi tmr. & hope I'll be in the same team as her too. Holidays are coming in like 2-3 weeks time. I'm gonnnaaaaaaaaaa partyyyyyyyyy soooooooooon! I can't wait:D It's good to be 18:D

Alrights, I better get going. Been blogging the whole time while my group is doing the ppt.

1:46 PM.

❤Wednesday, April 21, 2010

It's that time again, Happy Birthday darling:D

{Happy birthday, Sissy dear♥}

Well, it's mid week again.
The weekends are coming again.
& today is Sissy's birthday:D
So her pic is up here:D

Well, we have been close since Christmas Eve and it has been wonderful. You've been with my through my darkest time ever since that one faithful day. I just want you to know that i'll always be there for you. This friendship is one of my other most treasured friendships which I really treasure! I wouldn't want to lose a friend like you. Thanks for being there for me:) Me lubb lubb chuuuuuu:*

I'm currently in Immunology lesson. It seems easy yet it's rather brain killing but it's an awesome lesson. Stress has currently been piling up and it's full to the brim right now. It's hard to handle work, school and social life all at the same time. I could only focus on either one or two at the same time and I'l always have to forgo the other. So well, I'll probably be schooling and working on the week days and friday, saturday & sunday would usually be party time.

Zouk this weekend, would probably be with Dallas, Pamela and Diniy. Being legally 18 doesn't seem to have any difference in life. Smoking, drinking and fun have always been done even before I'm 18. I guess the only difference would be that I'll finally be able to enter clubs or even thai discos with my own IC w/o lending from others or get turned down or bounced out of club even before I could enter clubs or even sneak into clubs ever again! Which is somewhat an awesome thing but since I haven't been to clubs on a normal day yet! So I wouldn't consider it as a normal routine.

Gary went to get his stitch remove today wonders how is he right now. Haven't been really talking to him or met him for anything since holidays came. Me misses him as usual:( Wanna club with him this weekend but he wanna focus on study as he wouldn't want to retain another sem again.

First week of school has just ended today! and I'm already pooft-ed out right now & I'm having troubles attending lessons on time and focusing in class till end of the day. Let's just hope I pass more than 3 modules and my gpa doesn't go below 1.5 so that I could not give the school an excuse to be dismiss from school even thou I don't like my course and hate science ttm.

School is ending soon so I shall stop here. Would probably head home to rest soon. Wonders if Pris has come up with anything anot:) Tata! Shall blog another time, so look out for my next post:) It'll probably be filled with tons of pics from my cam. & btw, i took down my tagboard already. Really don't see a point to put it up when no one does tag in it.

3:22 PM.

❤Monday, April 19, 2010

First day of school for the week:D & I'm already dying. Biochemistry is really killing all my brain cells and making me feel god damn bloody retarded. 2nd break now. Currently waiting for my darlings' to be done with their lessons before meeting them for a puff @ coffee shop later. Gonna head to Hougang with Sweets after school since I didn't go ytd.

Kenneth was really awesome! He bought me my fav deck of poker cards which I was telling someone last week or the week before that I wanted to get it. Bicycle brand Pink poker card:D Now I have awesome pink cards to play with & his surprise was rather a tad too boring. He went to book the movie room to watch Jennifer's body. Aftermath, I headed to R's place around going 8, drank Barcardi, left his place around 10 cause he went to meet the double Ds'. & I ended up heading over to Mat's place for dinner & cabbed home @ 11.

Life is seriously boring when your friends around you are rather on the busy side. & Sometimes some things are just too hard to explain. Have you ever thought of why some people just tend to drift apart from you? Well, I've been thinking what went wrong. I guess sometimes life is just too dull when everything around you doesn't go your way.

Nightlife is so common yet not many people fancy it or to say even understands it's true meaning. I wouldn't consider myself as a person who really has a nightlife. Tell me who sleeps @ 1 and say that they have a nightlife when the night is still young. Or to say enjoy rounding once a week and tells everyone "oh I have a nightlife cause I went rounding last night." But whatever it is now I seriously give up on everything that has got to do with you. I still can't understand what went wrong. Do best of friends drift apart even thou they don't talk? I don't think so. Cause I've not been in contact with EC since my last year's birthday but we're still best of friends. Thou we have only been close for awhile yet it doesn't seems like it. I want things to get better. I want to understand what's wrong. But I guess it's just me thinking too much eh?!

Shall stop here now. Really feeling down on the emotional side and I've been thinking tons. Tears been falling since that day when everything change.

Sigh...
If only life was that easy to understand.

12:15 PM.